HTC Radar vs Lumia 800

So just change to Lumia 800 after 1 and half month using HTC Radar,

So here is what i think,


HTC Radar screen is much better - white is white, not yellowish.
HTC Radar screen is bigger, and very apparent when playing ilomilo compared to Lumia 800
HTC Radar loudspeaker is much better, crystal clear, stereo and surround
HTC Radar has internet sharing and out of the box DLNA support
HTC Radar has front camera
HTC Radar GPS is much faster
HTC Radar has much more camera setting, burst mode, panorama, Sharpness
HTC Radar pictures are much clearer
HTC Radar camera are much better even in the dark
HTC Radar flash is very intense!


Lumia 800 has Nokia Drive
Lumia 800 has Nokia Radio
Lumia 800 has 16gb memory
Lumia 800 has 1.4gz cpu, not significant though

I hate to say this, but i think Lumia 800 is overpriced and HTC Radar is better, if HTC Radar is 16gb, and come out of the box GPS software. it will be perfect!

Selepas sebulan sebagai pesakit HIV

Selepas sebulan sebagai seorang pesakit hiv, atau lebih tepat sebenarnya dah hampir sebulan setengah. Pada mulanya memang rasa sedih sangat, maklumlah bila dapat tahu aku pembawa hiv, aku dapat tahu pun tak ikut standard prosedur.

Pada pembacaan aku, sepatutnya kena ada test yang kedua, sesi kaunseling dan sebagainya dan ubat antibiotik untuk tahan sakit. Tapi bagi kes aku semua itu tak ada, aku terpaksa deal semuanya sendiri. Dalam seminggu aku sedih dan menangis, sampai satu tahap air mata aku kering..Tapi aku kuatkan semangat dan diri aku untuk research sendiri hiv di internet dan bawa aku kepada blog yang padat dengan info seperti http://akuhivpositif.blogspot.com

Aku cari punca dan penyebab, walaupun punca memang jelas pada aku, mungkin memang ini balasan pada aku. Walaupun aku bukan sebebas dan seliar mana, aku ada mengamalkan hidup yang berisiko. Cuma tak seperti yang lain aku tidak cenderung kepada perkara - perkara berisiko ini,  aku cuma cuba kerana rasa ingin cuba sahaja, tetapi aku masih dapat sakit ini. Ini ketentuan.

Memang aku rasa aku hina. Bukan saja berdepan dengan stigma masyarakat bila tahu kita pembawa hiv, tapi aku yakin masyarakat tidak akan ada rasa belas kasihan dengan kenapa aku boleh dapat sakit ini. iaitu melalui sex. Sebab aku tahu, kita manusia, kita dilahir berakal dan berfikir, samada negatif atau positif.

Aku sendiri rasa aku hina dan kotor.

Padan muka aku, kini semua masa depan aku gelap. Aku tak simpan apa-apa azam lagi. Semua macam dah lepas, niat berkeluarga, berkejaya, berjaya dan kumpul harta dah tiada lagi.

Apa yang aku boleh buat cuba jadikan short term impian aku sebelum aku sakit menjadi kenyataan sebelum aku habiskan sisa-sisa hidup aku yang tinggal...aku mungkin tidak boleh hidup lama, 35 atau lebih awal.
Aku perlu guna kan waktu ini sebaik baiknya, life is too precious to be wasted.

Dalam jangka masa ini, aku baru saja jumpa doktor pakar baru-baru ini kali pertama. Alhamdulillah tamat 2 minggu antibiotik medication untuk aku. Hope medication ini dapat elakkan aku dari dapat penyakit yang buat aku hilang punca pendapatan aku, aku tak suka susahkan orang lain. Dalam jangkamasa ini juga aku masih dalam keadaan separuh sedar, aku belum dekati mana mana komuniti sokongan hiv lagi, Aku masih belum bersedia.

Tapi Alhamdulillah, aku mula redha ada penyakit ini.. cuma harapan aku masih ada peluang dan waktu untuk aku...

Aku kini seorang pembawa HIV

Tarikh 7/12/2011, tarikh yang tak akan aku lupakan sampai aku mati, atau lebih sesuai jika aku cakap tarikh aku mati. Bernyawa, berjasad, tapi semangat aku mati.

Dari beberapa hari yang lepas, aku dapat rasa badan seperti mula mereput. Aku penat, aku tak larat, aku cuma boleh tahan 10 minit di gym. Aku sakit - sakit sendi tanpa sebab. Aku tak dapat tahan, badan naik merah- merah.

Tak tahu bagaimana, aku bangun satu pagi, aku terpanggil untuk buat HIV test. Test yang tak pernah aku fikir sebelum ni, aku tak pernah terfikir aku perlu buat test ini. Sejarah hidup aku atas sifat ingin cuba aku dahulu buat aku terpanggil untuk test ini. .

Pagi - pagi lagi aku ke klinik kerajaan, aku mahu cepat habis. Aku mahu masuk kerja half day, banyak kerja tinggal dekat ofis. Macam - macam perkara terlintas dalam kepala, aku cuba fikir positif, aku tahu something wrong dengan badan aku. Tapi bukan HIV, aku cuba yakin. Tapi mimpi ngeri akhirnya jadi kenyataan, "awak positif" kata doktor.

Aku pucat, aku terkejut, aku cuba buat cool. tanpa sedar air mata aku mengalir. Aku tak dapat terima. Tapi ini kenyataan, semua persoalan kenapa aku mudah sakit kini terjawab. Tapi kenapa aku? Kenapa aku boleh dapat!! Kepala aku gelap, dunia aku gelap. Semua yang aku plan untuk masa depan aku semua macam dah musnah. Aku tak boleh berkeluarga macam orang lain!, aku tak boleh ada property!, aku tak boleh plan career aku! Gym? buat apa lagi nak ke gym. Lama-lama kau jadi tengkorak hidup juga! Semuanya macam musnah, aku hidup untuk tunggu mati. Lama lagi.. 10 tahun jer

Hari - hari berlalu, aku masih rasa semua macam mimpi. Mujur aku ada rakan yang boleh aku kongsi semua ini, paling kurang aku dapat sedikit dorongan dan semangat.

Aku tekad buang hidup aku yang memang aku dari awal aku tidak dapat terima dan benci. Tapi aku manusia, aku buat salah yang aku tahu salah.

Aku cari balik hidup yang aku tinggal, aku dekatkan diri dengan tuhan, yang lama aku tinggalkan, Hanya tuhan dapat bagi aku semangat, aku tak kuat nak hadapi semua ni.

Hanya dengan tuhan aku tenang. . .Astagfirullah alazim.

Blogging with Windows Live Writer

So, I’ve been exploring my lappy recently, suddenly found this windows live writer application.. its been there for ages. but never occurs to me to try it out. Blame the marketing strategy from Microsoft.
I know live application is free, but this guys deserve some attention too you know.

Well actually I did use other live service, mail. messenger and photo gallery. just i never really notice live writer is there. Although its actually well deserve to be notice for its function.

OK, enough with this not notice talking. basically what this apps do is it is integrate your blogging experience through your windows PC inside application.

I think its kinda cool considering you actually can write your thoughts offline and need no html knowledge to customize your blog. Its also support integration to posting your offline written blogs to all the famous blogging site out there. This blogger website included.
In fact i'm posting from this live writer.

Simply insert you blog link and log in information  or just create a new one if you don’t have one. And then you have offline writing blogging experience!

OK actually I have no more idea what to wrote here, I have not blogging for some time now. and tonight I just blogging to try this app out. However i hope this app will also be integrate to future windows application such Windows phone 7. This medium still lacking this kind of app as of now.

Latest Yahoo Messenger offline installer

As today ( 5 August 2009) The latest version is 9.0.0.2162, click here to download

Windows 7, What is next?

Windows 7 just passed its RTM released after several leaks. Windows 7's user rapidly increasing despite the fact it is not even hit retail. The OEM release expected to be on Q2 2009 and fully used worldwide beginning of 2009.

Let just release windows 7, people start to talking about windows 8. Now my, isnt it is still too early for new version of windows? Wait till you watch this video. The video shown the windows 8 concept video,what to be expect on next generation windows.

Its kinda cool for me, but i foresee a little difficult navigation for pc newcomer...

Judge for your self..

PC MAGAZINE

Starting from this month, im going to share the pc magazine ebooks i got from the internet, kindly click the below links to download

* PC Magazine August 2009


You know, if you like the magazines, you should buy it..

PC Magazine download

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Windows sidebar stopped working ?

Today it happened again to me, for the third time.. i solved the problem before, but forgot it already.
I googled for hour for the solution. But none really work (or not an efficient solution). Fortunately, i recall saving the solution somewhere in my harddisk.
Ok for those having the problems, this is what you can do

1. System restore : i dont think this efficient, you will lost any data or setting of recent software installation.
2. Delete the setting : By browsing to C:\User..\AppData\Local\Microsoft\Windows Sidebar (need to show hidden folder to see this) and delete or setting.ini . this work for some peoples, but not for me.
3. Register some services!: Apparently some services to run sidebar is inactive due to some reason. This is only solution work for me: Open cmd prompt with admin privileges ,type regsvr32 scrrun.dll then regsvr32 jscript.dll and regsvr32 msxml3.dll, restart the sidebar. VOILA!

Know Yourself By Your Birth Date

If you were born on the 1st, 10th, 19th, 28th of any month you are number 1.
If you were born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th, 29th of any month you are number 2.
If you were born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th of any month you are number 3.
If you were born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, 31st of any month you are number 4.
If you were born on the 5th, 14th, 23rd of any month then you are number 5.
If you were born on the 6th, 15th, 24th of any month then you are number 6.
If you were born on the 7th, 16th, 25th of any month then you are number 7.
If you were born on the 8th, 17th, 26th of a ny month then you are number 8.
If you were born on the 9th, 18th, 27th of any month then you are number 9.

Number 1
You are smart, frank, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest, jealous on
competing basis, kind hearted, friendly, and authoritative.
Famous Person always want to be and regarded as First on position, they are
often like to be independent, will never be under others, self confident
people! You are most likely to fall in love in the younger age, but will
get married when you mature! You are likely to have problems with people who
have opposite views and you are most likely to take revenge over your
enemies in a long time basis. You are a spender, but you will have a good
profession in the future. If you are guy, you will be very popular that
everybody will have mental attraction and respect you. You can go
anywhere from the local shop to the heart of the parliament because you are
positive and talented in numerous issues!! But make sure in your life, youwill
always have some people who will work hard to support. Because of your
smart behavior, you will be hated by some people too. Your family life is
very cool; you will have a very nice partner & wonderful children. You are
Pioneer, Independent & Original.
Your best match is 4, 6, 8 good match is 3, 5, 7.

Number 2
No matter what, you will be loved by every one because your ruler is the
Moon and every one loves the Moon, huh!! Well, you are a person who
daydream a lot. You have very low-self confidence, you need back up for
every move in your life. You are very much unpredictable means you do change
according to time and circumstances. Selfish and have a very strong
sense of musical, artistic talent, and verbal communication. Your attitudes
are like the Moon comes to Gloom and fade away so everybody can expect
changes in you. You can be a next Mahatma Gandhi who is peace loving or you
can be a Hitler who wants to destroy the mankind and peace. I mean in the
community and your own home. If you really have a deep thought about your
own, believe in God, you can feel the difference which will make you
stronger!Most of the time your words are a kind of would be happening. True! You
can predict the situation. You will become poets, writers, or any artistic
business people! You are not strong in love, so you will be there and here
till you get marry. If you are a girl, you will be a responsible woman
in the whole family. If you are a man, you will involve in fights and
arguments in the family or vice-versa. You are gentle, intuitive with a
broad vision, a power behind the scenes, well balanced people!!!
Your best match is 2, 5, and 9 no other people can put up with you!!!

Number 3
You are a person of hard hearted, selfish most of the times,
religious,loves to climb up in your life. You always tend to have lots of
problems within your family in the early stages but you will put up with
everything. You have strong word power, pretty happy face, so wherever you
go, youalways have got what you wanted!!! And from the birth you always wanted to
work hard in order to achieve something. You will not get anything without
hard work! When you reach a Man/Woman age, you want other younger listen to
you because you want younger people to respect older people. You do set so
many examples to others. Generally you re not a cool person. It's not easy
dealing with you! But once you like someone's attitude, then here you go. It
will be a lasting friendship. You always have respect from others. Your life
seems to have lots of worries and problems but they won't be long. You will
always have brilliant kids!!! You love money a bit too much so temptation
will push you to endless trying. If you are a guy, you will be looking after
yourfamily and helping friends, and will spend a life time just being generous
and(except 21st born Men) you will be such an example of how to be in the
culture & Life!!! If you are girl, then it's your good character and
hardworking attitude you always follow. You are a Freedom Lover,Creative
Ambition focused who brings Beauty, Hope & Joy to this world!!!
Your best match are 6, 9. Good match are 1, 3, 5.

Number 4
You are very stubborn and very hard working. You have rough word power
which might put lots of people away from you. You may cause nuisance to
others if you are a man. You often understand others well and their
>problems. If you are a girl you are very good with studies and arts. If you
are guy you spend most of the time after girl friends. You will have fun
life with mates & girls. Your friends will spend your time & money and get
away with their life and you will become empty handed and don't know what to
do, so be careful!! You love to spend anyway!!! Your good will is you are
always there to help family and friends. You always fall in love in younger
age as well. You need to be careful of people who will take advantage of
your kind heart and beware of your relations too. You are practical,
patient, persistent, a bit old-fashioned. You best matches are 1, 8. Good
matches are 5, 6, 7.

Number 5
You are very popular within the community. You can get things done by just
chatting to even enemies! You have a pretty good business mind. You are
someone who acts on impulse. You will be famous if you open up a business,
get involve in share dealings, music etc. Very popular with sense of humor,
you are the one your friends and families will always ask for help and
youare the one actually get money on credit and help your friends!!
You will have more than 1 relationship, but when you get settle down you
will be a bit selfish. Anyway, because your other half will have a
pretty good amount of control in you. Be careful you tend to go for other
relationships/contacts even you are married at times because of your
popularity. You are someone who gets along with anyone because the number 5
is themiddle number. You like changes and freedom. You are an Explorer with Magic
on your face. You learn your life through experience and it's your
Best Teacher!!! Your best matches are 1, 2, 9. Good matches are 6, 8.

Number 6
You are born to enjoy. You don't care about others, you always want to
enjoy your life time. You are a person. You will be very good in either
education or in business management! You are talented, kind (but only
with people who you think are nice), beautiful girls and guys. Popular and
more than lucky with anything in their Lives. All the goodness does comes
to you. The mind and body is just made perfect. If you are a number 6 man,you
will experience looks from most girls and will involve in more than few
relationships until you get marry!!! If you are girl, most of them will get
marry/engage early. You are caring towards your family and friends. You are
a person of Compassion, Comfort & Fairness,
Good judgment, and after all you can heal this world to make peace forever
because you have great power of caring.
Your best matches are 1, 6, 9. Good matches are 4, 5.

Number 7
You have got the attraction to anyone out there. You are
realistic,confident, happy, a talented individual in your Education, Music,
Arts,Singing, and most importantly Acting. You have real problems with bad
temper!! If you are girl, you are popular with the subjects listed
above,you give up things for your parents, I mean you value your family
status a lot. You will be in the top rank when you reach a certain age! If
you are a guy, you are popular with Girls. You are a very talented too! Most of
the number 7s faces lots of problems with their marriage life. Only a very
few are happy!! It's probably the Lord give you all sort of humans talents
andyou are about to suffer in family life, so you need to get ready looking
for a partner rather than waiting. If you don't, then you might end-up
single!!! You are wonderful, Friendly, Artistic, Happy person. You are born
to contribute lot to this world!!! Your best match is 2. Good matches are 1,4.

Number 8
You are a very strong personality, there's no one out there will understand
you. You are very good at pointing your finger at some thing!!!
You are more likely to suffer from the early age poverty. If your times are not
good you might lose either of your parents and end up looking after your
entire family. You often suffer all the way in life. The problems will
not allow you to study further, but you will learn the life in a very
practical way!!! You are the one will fight for justice and may die in the
wartoo!!! You are normally very reserved with handful of friends and most of
the time, live life lonely and always prepared to help. Well, once you get
marry (which is often late) then your bad lucks will go away a bit, then
you become safe. Beware of un-expected problems from the terror,
government, poisonous animals & accidents. You are someone with discipline,
persistence, courage which will take you to the Success!! You are a
Great part of a team, family and a fighter!!!
Your Best matches are 1, 4, 8. Good match is 5.

Number 9
Hey, you guys are the un-compatible people in the world, you are so strong,
physically and mentally. You often have big-aims. You will work hard and
hard to get there, normally you suffer in the early age from family's
problems and generally you will have fighting life, but when you achieve
what you have done, it's always a big-task!! You are so much respected in
the community. You are a person who can make a challenge and successfully
finish the matter off. You are very naughty in your younger age, often
beaten up by your parents, and involve in fights and you seemed to have
lots of injuries in your life time, but when you grow, you become calm and
macho type!!! Tell you what, Love is not an easy matter for you. You are
good in engineering or banking jobs because people always trust you! Your
family life is very good, but will have worries over your children. Your
qualities are humanitarian, patient, quick witted & compassionate, You are
born to achieve targets and serve every one all equally without any
prejudice! You are totally a Role Model to everybody in the world for a
Great Inspiration!!!
Your best matches are 3, 5, 6, 9. Good match is 2.

Unbelieveable???? Trust yourself! This is just a neuromology
prediction....!!!! But not me, i dont believe it..